I don't even know why it hurt me so much. It was so unexpected, I think it shocked me. Even thought I have a boyfriend, I felt like he still loved me...He didn't seem to be the type of guys who says it and doesn't mean it. It's so stupid...I should have known he didn't mean it from the start. I'm dumb and naive.
Well...I should have known something was up when I didn't hear a word from him for more than a week...
Still...this wasn't what I expected.
I guess I'm kinda happy for him in a way...yet I can't help but feel hurt. I'm so angry at myself for believing him.